Busy living life. |
Out to conquer fear, find oneself and achieve happiness. Grateful for family and friends. Heart roadtrips, Chuckie and surprises. Live for the beaches and sunsets. Crazy about Calvin and Hobbes, Sandman and Mr. Brightside. Up for thumb wrestling and challenges. Looked settling in the eye and walked away. Ask me Stuff! |
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This kicks me in the gut for being so damn swell and sad all at once. I know of her tragic end and how he never really got over it. I wonder how you can lose someone you love, who you share your life with, so permanently. Every break hurts but there is never the weight of forever right there on your chest. I don’t know if I could handle losing the man I love like that, something would shut off in my brain. To never again roll over in the middle of the night and press your lips against the back of someone’s neck, never again see that face across from yours at dinner, never again collapse together spent and sweaty. I want to warn them so something could go differently, so they could have more time but the ship is already burning and they can’t hear me. Who knows if they’d want to? In love like that, hand in hand through life like that, you can’t even imagine, even hear the beam that holds your whole love together crack and give way to a heartbreak, a loss you thought you were immune to. You thought you’d fought back death with love and you really did but it doesn’t make your bed feel any less bigger at night.
